WolfCry491

Alright listen up, a fellow DA artist is having some problems with money and if you can donate a bit of moola to her both me and her would appreciate it greatly.
Go send the money to #Hinauchi please, or even give her a note showing support if you can. It takes a couple minutes and will make a huge difference for her.

Thanks!
~Jynx

So I've been real depressed lately. I had a bad fall doing hurdles in my gym class a week ago and my entire lower leg is still entirely bruised and stiff. Yet my teacher thinks it's funny to make me participate. What an asshole.
My confidence is so low I don't think it can go lower. I feel like I can't draw, or write, or do athletics, or- anything. I feel like every move I make is wrong. I honestly sit on my bed nearly 24/7 and stare at a computer screen until about 10:00 PM, and then I will go to sleep. When I wake up I just repeat the process. So if I don't post any drawings, it's because they suck and I don't want to show them to you.
So yeah.

Just needed to rant a little.
Bye..

Good evening.

So today was a busy day, I helped my landlord with her shopping chores and stuff like that. Kinda boring, but whatever... I got a burger and a slurpee out of it, so it wasn't a total waste. And she's a bit... older, so I feel good about that.

Tomorrow I'm taking my friend and my horses out for a ride around my property, because it'll probably be the last chance I have before school starts and shiz like that. But the hay has been bailed so we can go into that field and gallop~~ Fweee~~ I love riding..
Keeping in mind this will probably be the last ride my horse gets before I retire her and buy a younger gelding, as she's going on 30 now and she has a few hip problems... It'll be sad to retire her, but riding her after this winter would seem cruel... So hopefully there'll be a gelding around here that I can get before the cattle round up Fweeee~~

But yeah, that's basically it. I'mma go grab some cheesecake icecream and get ready for bed. It's only 10:00 but I'm tired. l3 So yeah.

Goodnight folks--

HOLY GEEZUS THERES A MOTH IN MY ROOM. ITS HUGE. GOTTA KILL IT GOTTA KILL IT GOTTA KILL IT GO GO GO GO

BYE GUYS!

Alrighty, I feel a bit better today. Dad's at work so I have today to myself - No faking my smile! Yayy! And I took a shower todaay... Blowdryed my hair and now it's SO FREAKING FLUFFY. OMG. But yea. I'm gonna blast the country music and clean my disaster of a room, then I'm gonna sketch a drawing for another good friend. :3 Good Practice.

OOH. And Dad told me to quit stressing and be as selfish as I want for the next week and a half, WOOT WOOT. So I don't care what other people want, I'm gonna do what makes me happy. C: Now all I need is for this killer cough to go away, and I'll be gooood. YEaaa.

But yeaa. I'm gonna go fix my room before I trip over something and kill myself. Baii~~

WolfCry491

Alright...
So I got fucking kicked out of my moms house yesterday, because I'm appearantly a terrible kid with no respect or life skills. After 10 years of trusting her with my life, she turned my whole god damn life around in ways I'm not gonna talk about. And because I didn't like what she did, I lost my respect for her entirely, and she kicked me out. I had to get my dad to pick me up and take me to his place in Millarville, where I'm staying for a year, (Maybe even more), and guess what that means.

I'm changing schools.

Yeah, pretty scary. I'm scared shitless, because I still have feelings for my -sorta- ex boyfriend. And not being able to see him everyday... makes me wanna die. I just want to get over him, but I can't, because he means so much to me. And I won't ever see him again. That hurts. But here I am, on a 365 acre ranch for the next week until school starts. The school I'm moving to only has 100 students or so... that's a 300 student drop from Ian Baz. I don't have anybody to talk to about this, so I'm just ranting..

And I haven't told any of my friends this, because it'll only make it worse. So I'm just gonna disappear and act like I never existed. I hope that will work.

I'm done ranting for now... What a peaceful first journal, eh? Whatever. I'm out.

~WolfCry491